Trader got stopped out on long trade, missed planned short trade opportunity.

I wasn't a long trade. I Got wrecked All right got wrecked lost Money on my long trade that I tried to take from this Level right here, okay took a long from here guys Took along from here Would have been in probably if I had but I got stopped out, okay didn't take my short trade that I was planning for this morning All right, so this morning I had planned to take short trade From here didn't take it wasn't at the charts had a beautiful bearish divergence and all that good stuff All right Then I decided to take my long trade and I got absolutely wrecked just to get stop hunted and now we're pumping and Yeah, that's that's what it's the deal. Am I long or short?