Relief after closing losing position despite $70k loss, difficulty finding buyers for large positions.

Oh my God, the volume can't possibly go any lower, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. And so I never really had like a coming to Jesus moment, but when I did close it out, I do remember feeling very relieved. I remember just feeling like, oh man, like, yes, I lost all that money, but it had been lost for weeks. Like I looked at the P and out. It's like, oh my, my bismuth is kind of worth, you know, from 70 it's worth 60 and then 40 and then 20 and then 12 and maybe it stays at like 12, 10 for a little bit. But again, how the markets work is when you hold that big of a position, if I really wanted to unload, like let's say the remaining 10k, I would have to find a buyer for 10k.